I studied microbiology and after many years found myself.
I heard someone recently say that they were feeling disconnected.
Feeling disconnected was a result of my having removed myself from the source of life. I found myself not the person I wanted to be. But what ever informed me that who I am is not who I want to be.
Maybe I just needed to accept me for who I was, where I was. Instead I went looking everywhere other than in the mirror.